This is how being underwater, trying to drown, feels. You will never become part of it, no matter how much you want to, because the cells in your body are incompatible with your desire. No other world will let you in peacefully, not water or air or root, the minerals in your blood stream will battle and reject the foreign elements like a donated liver. You are not welcome. You have to stay where you are. You are stuck. You will choke and vomit like a child, and still the water will push you upwards, returning you back to the wardrobe.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Water Thoughts
This is how being underwater, trying to drown, feels. You will never become part of it, no matter how much you want to, because the cells in your body are incompatible with your desire. No other world will let you in peacefully, not water or air or root, the minerals in your blood stream will battle and reject the foreign elements like a donated liver. You are not welcome. You have to stay where you are. You are stuck. You will choke and vomit like a child, and still the water will push you upwards, returning you back to the wardrobe.
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damn I'm never welcome anywhere.
ReplyDeleteAwesome words, awesome, awesome.
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